April 2012 - MRI results

April 18, 2012

Yesterday Josie had her MRI and by 10:00 today we had results!  I was out running errands when the call came, but by the upbeat message we received, I had a feeling things were looking good and I was right.

Josie's tumor is once again decreased in size, possibly up to 20% smaller, and according to the nurse that I talked to today, she said that both the oncologist and the neurosurgeon were pleased with this scan.  This was the first scan since Josie has been off of her IV chemo and we are extremely pleased that things continue to improve.  Our hearts are full today with the good news! 

Josie is developing in so many ways and it is exciting to see her start to catch on to things quicker and quicker.  Last night I was singing the "Itsy Bitsy spider" song to her and I always tickle her at the end of the song.  As soon as I started the song, she was anticipating the tickling at the end and would start to squirm and squeal by the time I got to the end.  Then she started mimicking me by wiggling her fingers like the spider as it is crawling - (I just wiggle my fingers like the crawling legs) and also mimicked me doing the motions for "out came the sun".  It was so fun to see her trying so hard to do the song with me and that she was having fun because she could participate.  LOVE IT!  We look forward to what God is going to do with this little lady!

Singing praises!
Marc & Darcia

April Update

April 11, 2012

It's Josie's monthly birthday today!  We celebrate, well at least say happy birthday every month to her on the 11th, because every month is a miraculous milestone in her journey.  She has come a long ways and is such a blessing in the midst of all the crazy things that have happened to her. 

We have several things that are worthy of an update and we are praising God for the change in direction that things are taking for Josie.  We finally feel like we are getting a bit of a break and can get our heads above water for more than just a quick breath. 

So here is what has been happening:

NO MORE HELMET!!!  Many of you have seen Josie or pictures of Josie with her pretty pink helmet.  The helmet was requested by her neurosurgeon to help shape her head.  The orthatist at Mary Free Bed was skeptical of the outcome right from the start, but at the last helmet check-up, Josie's head had changed shaped by 8-10mm.  At Josie's 6 month appointment with her neurosurgeon just a couple of weeks ago, he was fine with the change - although he didn't see that it did too much and said she did not have to wear the helmet any longer.  She is quite past the age of good shaping and there is no reason to keep her wearing it if it's not going to do much more for her.  At some point, if she starts to crawl or walk, she will need a different type of helmet for protection, but at this point, she is pretty stationary.  We are relieved, to say the least.  The thought of dealing with a helmet during the summer was oppressing - it already stunk just from wear during the winter months - can't imagine the smell after sweat and heat!  Now we get to see her beautiful hair all the time and she sure has a lot of it!   She has quite a bit of curl in her hair, we hope it is natural and not chemo curls (chemotherapy drugs can change hair and many times it is curly).  Either way, we love it and enjoy seeing it all the time.

The reflux problem seems to be coming to a halt.  We noticed it was not so bad about 5-6 weeks ago and on a spur of the moment thought, I (Darcia) decided to start running her formula through her stomach port instead of her intestine.  I was only going to do it for a few hours as a trial, but then she did so well with it that I left it all day and even in the night.  We were still putting meds into her intestine, but after a week of no reflux and the food running in her stomach, we now do everything through her stomach port.  This is a huge step and we are hoping to get to a place where we can do bolus feeds - which is where we give her an amount of food over a short span of time into her stomach.  Similar to how we eat breakfast, lunch and dinner, we would feed her only at certain times instead of running a pump around the clock.  We are also starting to try tastes of baby food in her mouth, at least when she lets us.  She is still very averse to anything in her mouth, but she is showing interest in what we eat and drink.  We need to decide now whether or not to start feeding therapy, we will be talking with her neurodevelopment doctor's office to help make that decision.  We are very hopeful that someday Josie will be able eat using her mouth.

Since our hospital stay for the strange infection in her port, in which her port was pulled, we have enjoyed having one less cord to deal with at home.  At the clinic they now have to poke her when they need to draw labs, but as of today, she only needs to go once a month for labs!  They have switched all of her IV meds to a medicine given at home or dropped some of them all together.  The clinic visit also only lasts about 2 hours instead of the whole day, much more manageable in all aspects. 

We are still doing 1 chemo drug at home through her feeding tube.  Today we start with a higher dose and will continue to up the dose each month until her maximum is reached.  We had been told originally that she would be done with this chemo drug in June or July, but now the plan has been changed to continue the drug for 6-9 more months. 

This coming Tuesday, April 17, Josie will have her next MRI.  These scans are now going to be done every 3 months until the doctors feel that the tumor is under control enough to go longer than that.  When we met with the neurosurgeon, he is always the realist, which is good in some ways and heart breaking in others, he said that even though the tumor appears to be shrinking, we have no idea how this tumor will act without the other chemo drugs.  It was just a bit of reality that we don't know Josie's true prognosis and have to keep that in mind even though she is starting to make such strides in her development. 

I asked him if he had seen any other tumors like this since Josie was born - he said he has seen 2 babies with brain tumors, but nothing like Josie's.  He is still amazed by her and how well she is doing, so much so, that he just shakes his head whenever he sees her - especially when chattering away to him in her own little language and flashing her sweet smile and princess wave.

His final words at the appointment - "we wait and see".  It's what we have to do with all of our kids...wait and see and most importantly, PRAY!  When I look at Josie some days, I feel like I "see" the prayers of so many people in everything she does, it usually brings me to my own knee's.  Thank you for praying and loving her and us so much...she is a living proof. 

Christmas update

December 9, 2011

Christmas is almost upon us and what a different Christmas this will be for us from last year.  We were in and out of the hospital at this time last year and Josie’s MRI in January had showed us that the particular chemo she was on was not working like they wanted it to on her tumor.  Now fast forward 10-11 months on a new chemo regiment and the tumor is still there, but responding to this chemo (as of August’s MRI).  Praise God for this encouragement. 

Josie will be having another MRI in January (date not scheduled yet) and we will see then what the tumor is doing.  Our prayer is that the tumor will be drastically reduced and we can have a better management plan of what needs to happen next.  At this point, her doctor has scheduled us for 6 more months of chemo.

We haven’t posted in quite a long time and you can assume in these quiet times that things with Josie are going fairly smoothly.  But…since we haven’t posted in so long, here are some highlights of what has been going on in her life and ours.

Many have asked about Josie’s reflux issues and many have told me that they are praying specifically for this problem.  Thank you!  Reflux continues to be the outward sign of the many complicated issues going on inside Josie’s body.  We have been told that her reflux may be caused by neurological disconnects and that it may not respond to typical treatments.  We have also found that reflux is cyclical, which means at certain (or uncertain) times Josie will have a break from her reflux and then it will start again.  We experienced one of these breaks for about 3-4 weeks in October and November.  We thought that a new med we started her on in October was the answer, but now realize that it was coincidental to the end of a cycle.  After her reflux started up again in mid-November, the doctors had us up her dose of this new med.  Now we know the medicine does work and has minimized her reflux, although it has not stopped it. 

The other significant aspect to this new medicine is that the med is typically prescribed to help low tone in muscles.  In Josie’s case, the med was not prescribed for that purpose, but we have seen a huge improvement in the movement of Josie’s left arm since starting the medication.  We count this as a real blessing and we think Josie does too!  She is so pleased with herself when she gets her left arm up and can clap or pat it with her right hand.  We have started Occupational Therapy for the left arm and our hope is that we will see some real progress in movement and strength. 

The newest development is in her mobility.  She has learned the fine art of rolling over – from her tummy to her back.  At times she needs a little assistance, but is starting to do it all on her own.  The pride in her eyes is priceless when she finally gets herself over and realizes it was her own strength that rolled her over.  She also wants to get moving in the worst way.  We have been working with her by putting her on her hands and knees.  As soon as we put her in this position, she starts rocking herself as if she would like to crawl.  Her left side is weak, so we are supporting her the whole time she is in this position, but she is getting stronger and hopefully she will be able to support herself soon. 

At Physical Therapy, they are working on getting her body moving and they are doing that by making her walk on the tread mill!  When the therapist told me she was going to put her on the tread mill, I was a bit skeptical, but they have this cool harness contraption that Josie kind of hangs from this while the therapist helps her move her feet.  She really likes this exercise and is starting to put a little effort of her own into moving her right foot, her left is going to need more support and help.   

If you have seen pictures of Josie lately or seen her in person, she is now sporting a pretty pink helmet with lots of butterflies on it.  Josie’s neuro-surgeon prescribed a helmet for her to wear to help shape her head as well as keeps her soft spot safe.  When we went to Mary Free Bed to have her scanned to get a helmet made, the orthotist was a bit uncertain of how to do a helmet for her because he has never made one for a child that did not have part of their skull.  He was also not sure that a helmet would even mold her head, since most babies are between 3-8 months for the best possible shaping time and Josie was just getting fit for one at 15 months.  We just had her first size check and her head has moved 3mm in just 2 months time!  It’s working!

We were worried that Josie would absolutely hate her helmet, since she really dislikes hats on her head.  As I was on my way in to the first trying on of the helmet, I realized that I had not given this fear/worry over to God and right then and there gave it to Him.  The orthotist brought in the helmet and from the very first time he put it on her, Josie LOVED it!  As soon as it was strapped on, she took her little fist and banged on it and then broke out into huge smiles!  Answered prayer!!!  She wears the helmet 23 hours a day and she has not cried a bit about it. 

As for teaching Jo to eat, we moved our therapy to Mary Free Bed’s feeding therapy program.  The therapy started in September, with therapy twice a week.  This past week Josie was discharged from therapy.  Josie hasn’t learned to eat yet, but we have learned a lot along the way of how to help get past the aversions of touch to her mouth.  Food is going to come down the way for her.  Since she gets chemo every two weeks, we were going one step forward and then one step backwards because her stomach would get rocked from the chemo and we’d have to start the process over.  We feel we have been given the right tools to continue on without therapy and can maintain the things we have learned.  Plus…that free’s up our schedule quite a bit, which is refreshing for a change.

Josie is developing in such fun ways right now.  We had mentioned previously in a post that she was starting to say “ma-ma”.  Then within a day or two of that post, she regressed and wouldn’t say it anymore.  So much for a proud “ma-ma”!  Now in the past few weeks, she has started to say it again and this time we can tell she understands that she is communicating with us. 

Her personality is really coming out as well and we have found that this kiddo has quite the sense of humor and is a bit mischievous!  She will grab a toy on her high chair tray and wave it around while we watch her and then as soon as we aren’t paying attention anymore, she throws it overboard and then smiles and laughs at the “trick” she just played on us.   I remember our other girls going through this stage, but for Josie it is a real milestone for interacting with us. 

Time to bring things to a close, I could go on and on about the many aspects of this sweet baby.   We are so thankful for the progress she has made and the loving nature that she has throughout all of the things she is going through. 

We are looking forward to a wonderful Christmas of celebrating another baby – the most important baby, Jesus.  We couldn’t be where we are without Him.  We are blessed!

Merry Christmas,

Marc & Darcia

Specialists...

September 26,  2011

September is going by so fast!  School started and we have seen almost every specialist that Josie has during this month.  Makes for very busy days and weeks.

Josie is doing well and seems to be turning some developmental milestones, of which we are so extremely excited to see.  She has started really sitting up on her own - for long periods of time.  Once she gets leaning to the left though, she can't catch herself due to the weakness in her left arm.  So even though she is sitting, we are still right next to her the whole time, she doesn't need any bumps and bruises from falling over.  As for her speech, she has started to say "mama"...not necessarily related to her actual mama. :)  She uses the "mama" sound for when she is happy and babbling as well as when she is hopping mad.  We've started to hear a few other sounds, but that is the main one right now, I must say, it is precious to hear!  As for other things she is doing, she is starting to love the simple baby games, such as peek-a-boo and leaning backwards because she wants to go upside down and she is learning that she can make fun sounds by pounding her hand and foot on things.  These are all great things to see her start doing and does our hearts good to see her learning and developing.

The reflux issue is back with a vengeance.  We had quite some time where the reflux was hardly happening - we weren't even carrying burp rags around with us anymore.  Then one week it started up again - nothing changed in her care, but it came back and has been non-stop.  Mornings are the worst and tend to be more painful and traumatic to Josie with lots of crying.  This last week has been a bit worse because she also got a cold and the drainage made her reflux more than usual, plus we were having to wipe her nose too.

Today Josie went in for an Upper-GI to see if something was triggering her reflux.  They do this under fluoroscopy and inject barium into her stomach through her g/j tube.  The procedure was going along fine, aside from Josie not caring for being strapped to a board and being turned almost upside down, but then they decided to add a little more barium to her stomach for better imaging.  It was like Josie was a volcano and barium came spewing out of her.  It was everywhere!  Needless to say, they got a good image of what happens when she refluxes!   Unfortunately, the PA that was doing the procedure said he didn't see anything out of the ordinary and that perhaps it is neurological.  Back to square one.

Last week we met with Josie's Neuro-surgeon that replaced her bone flap in her skull.  This was a follow-up visit to the surgery that was done in June, to see if her body was accepting the bone and healing.  As soon as he felt her head, he shook his head and said that the bone didn't take, her body was absorbing it.  We were definitely bummed, but thankfully God had already prepared us for this news.  Several weeks ago both Marc and I had started feeling soft spots on Josie's head and as the weeks continued the spots were getting softer.  We had a feeling that the bone hadn't taken and already had time to process this information - the doctor just confirmed it for us.  Aside from this news, the doctor was extremely pleased with Josie's development as well as he is in agreement with her oncologist that the chemo is working. 

What happens next?  Well, Josie now has the same soft spot, so we are just careful with her on that side and the doctor has ordered a helmet to be made for her.  Not so much for protection, but more as a shaping helmet.  Time will tell if it will mold her little noggin.

This week was her ophthalmologist appointment.  We have been worried about Josie's left eye for the last couple of months because it can tend to wander.  The girls have dubbed it "Josie's funky eye" thing.  Thankfully the eye doctor was very pleased with Josie's eyes and the progress she has made since the last time he saw her.  She does have some wondering in her left eye, but hopefully patching her eye for an hour or so each day should help strengthen her eyes.   She also has some peripheral damage, but at this point, he is just going to put it on the "watch and wait" list in her chart.  Her sight seems to be appropriate in all the other areas.  We are thankful for sure, now we just have to get her to leave her patch alone.

Over all, we are so glad to be home and getting into a routine of "normal" life.  We are praying that we will not have any unplanned hospital stays this year.  After this month, hopefully life will slow down - at least as far as appointments go.  

Josie is a true gift and we are blessed by her daily.  Thank you to all who are continuing to pray for us, we are still in need of it and know that God is hearing these prayers for us. 

Blessings,

Marc & Darcia

G-tube and Skull surgery

April 30, 2011

We received word that the members of the tumor board were in agreement that Josie's tumor is not growing and somewhat improved.  The neuro-surgeon was in favor of replacing Josie's skull bone, in fact, he would like to get it in sooner rather than later in order for it to start growing.  The cotton balls that are in her head from the last surgery are going to remain where they are for now.  The neuro-surgeon said that they are not causing a problem and could remain in there for years without any medical concerns.  He was more worried that if he removed them now there would be bleeding problems again and then we would be back to square one.  Unless there is a medical necessity to remove the cotton balls, they are going to stay until a later time.  Marc and I are in agreement with this decision and have no concerns with leaving them in her head. 

Based on this response, they would also like to go ahead with giving Josie a G-tube for feeding and nutritional support.  Although this is another surgery for her, we are in complete favor of having this done because it will mean that she will no longer have to have tape on her face and a tube going down her throat.  We have always thought that this was a major factor in her gagging and hope that it will help her in wanting to learn how to eat and drink. 

Josie will need to take a break from one of the chemo drugs (Avastan) that she is currently receiving, since it inhibits the healing process in her body and for obvious reasons, she needs to heal from both surgeries.  At this point, she had her last dose of this drug on April 22 and will not receive another dose until July 8.  She will continue to receive the other two drugs during this timeframe.

The two surgeries could not be done at the same time since the g-tube surgery is considered a "dirty" surgery and the skull replacement must be an absolutely sterile surgery. 

The G-tube surgery will be first surgery and will be scheduled sometime during the week of May 23 and most likely it will be an outpatient procedure.  She may possibly have to stay overnight for observation based on her history, but that is to be determined yet.  We meet with the g-tube surgeons this coming Friday, May 6 for a consultation and from there the date should be set for the surgery. 

The skull replacement surgery will take place sometime during the following week of May 30.  This will be a stay of 3-5 days, as far as we know.  I will be calling the neuro-surgeon's office this coming week to start those arrangements. 

Meanwhile, since Josie will need the other chemo drugs, those have now filled up the calendar and the month of May just got REALLY busy!   We are not complaining though - the MRI and Tumor Board response have been so encouraging and we feel like she is in great hands.  She is loved by so many people and that includes the medical staff.  Every time we go to clinic, there is always a little party surrounding Josie when we get there because the nurses, doctors and techs all have to come see "their Josie"! 

We are looking forward to this next step in her life and also seeing how God is going to continue to work through this precious kiddo.  Our constant prayer for her is that God will be seen clearly through her life - because it's not about her or us, it's always about Him.

Many blessings,

Marc & Darcia

MRI results

April 26, 2011

We are cautiously optimistic.  This is the only way that Marc and I can think of to explain the outcome of Josie's MRI.  Josie's Oncologist was modestly pleased with the new MRI and felt that the chemo was working.  Here are the bullet points of the preliminary results (more information to come Friday after the Tumor Board meets):

* The tumor has not grown, which means the new chemotherapy is doing what it is supposed to be doing.

* The tumor has not necessarily shrunk, but it appears to have changed and the area of the tumor looks "cleaner" than the last MRI in February.  This is a good thing.

The MRI still needs to be read by the Neuro-Surgeon and will go to the Tumor Board this coming Friday.  Things that need to be determined at the Tumor Board are the following:

* When to replace her skull bone and take the cotton balls out from her last surgery.

* When to do surgery for a G-tube in her stomach.

* If and when to do a stem cell harvest - which would be needed for the last rounds of chemotherapy at some point in time.

* What type of chemotherapy to use in the coming months - another round of inpatient was given as an option. 

We are encouraged with this first consultation, but also realize that we are still in the midst of this battle with cancer.  Josie still has a long road ahead of her.  The bright spot is that the doctor is extremely encouraged by how well Josie is developing.  She gave him some good smiles and showed him how she can really get rock'n!

After Friday, we will give another update as the pieces fall into place for Josie's treatment.  Thank you to all those that are praying for us - we have felt the peace of God in the midst of all that is happening this week.  When we think that we should be worried and anxious, we have been supplied with peace.  When we are tired and feel like we are at the bottom of our strength, there is always someone that steps in and helps us or gives us a word of encouragement to keep struggling well. 

May God be praised,

Marc & Darcia

New unexpected news

February 18, 2011

This will be a short update as I am very tired after a long emotionally and physically draining day at the hospital with Josie.  The day started with a 9am appointment at the Heme/Onc clinic where they checked Josie’s blood counts to see if she needed any transfusions.  She didn’t end up needing a transfusion, but had she needed one, she would have needed it before her surgery to replace her broviac at 2:30pm, thus why we needed an early appointment.

The Broviac replacement surgery went much longer than expected and they ran into a few complications as Josie has an occluded vein in the right side of her chest.  They ended up putting it into a different vein than they usually use, but were able to get it in.  I left the hospital for the day at 5pm. 

After her blood counts came back, Josie’s primary Oncologist came to speak with me.  Earlier in the week Josie had an MRI and the phone call we received from the Oncologist at that time was that he was encouraged and saw some shrinkage in the tumor.  He told us that the Neuro-Surgeon still needed to review it and that her case would go to Tumor Board on Friday.  We were also encouraged at that time.  This time though when I talked to the Oncologist, it was a bit different story.   The tumor has shrunk on the right side of her brain, so that is evidence that the chemo has been working.  Then he told me that a different part of the tumor has started growing into the left side of her brain.  I was completely caught off guard by this news.  As I tried to wrap myself around this info, the oncologist immediately said we should go take a look at the MRI so that I could see what he was explaining to me.  He pulled up the last MRI and the one done earlier this week and with my untrained eyes for reading such images, I could even see the growth on the left side of her brain. 

The plan at this point is to change Josie’s chemotherapy treatment plan.  She will be receiving a very potent regimen of 2 new drugs.  This treatment plan is all outpatient, so we will have 2-3 appointments a week at the Heme/Onc clinic, but will not need to stay at the hospital.  Josie will have 2 rounds of this chemotherapy and then they will do another MRI. 

We are still whirling from this news – it was not what we were hoping for, but know that God is not surprised and still has our lil’ Jo in His hands. 

Still on our knees,

Marc & Darcia

Tumor is growing...

September 24, 2010  growing…

It is with a heavy heart that I post an update for Josie.  This past Thursday, Josie had another MRI to check on the remaining portion of her tumor.  Unfortunately, her doctor told us that it is growing once again.  L  We were quite shocked to say the least.  My thoughts going into this check-up were that the tumor was either the same as the last time or my hope was that it would be smaller and going away.  I quickly remembered the nauseas feeling I had when we were first told that she had a brain tumor right after her birth, because I was once again feeling nauseated.  We were shown the images of her tumor and the doctor compared the before pictures and the after pictures.  I couldn’t believe what he was saying, yet I knew he was telling us the truth. 

Because the tumor is growing, Josie will be going in for her 3^rd brain surgery (her biopsy was an actual surgery) in 2-3 weeks from this post.  A date has not been set as our doctor wants to have the other pediatric brain surgeon in Josie’s surgery with him and that doctor is not back until next week to make the appointment. 

The doctor took Josie’s case to the “Tumor Board”, which is held every Friday.  This Tumor Board is made up of 30-40 doctors/PA’s and other specialists that make decisions on tough cases within the hospital.  They all agreed that this is the route that needs to be taken for Josie’s tumor. 

As for our other concern, her feeding tube, it has now become a lesser inconvenience in light of what she is up against.  She is still having reflux multiple times a day (went through 4 outfits today) and sometimes it really hurts her and other times, we don’t even realize she has something coming out of her mouth.  We did have an ultrasound of her stomach and everything is in working order according to that screening.  The doctor (neurodevelopment) has started Josie on a new medicine, but it doesn’t seem to be helping…yet.  

The one thing that we must do is to keep Josie healthy.  She has to be “sick free” in order to have the surgery.  We will now need to keep Josie home as much as possible.  This will be difficult, especially with kids in school now and germs are everywhere.  We have noticed that she is pulling at one ear and that is a concern as to whether or not she has an ear infection.  I will be calling her pediatrician on Monday if it continues. 

Tonight I am struggling with letting my baby go through this whole ordeal again, yet knowing that she must undergo it for healing to take place.  There is that fear of the unknown and what will happen during this surgery.  As I was praying over her tonight while I rocked her to sleep, I had to fight the urge to grasp at the situation and try and control it (which I can’t very well do anyway), or open my hands and give it to God.  I think a few of my fingers were pretty reluctant to let go.  My heart is still sad and grieving, but my heart and Josie are in a safer place – God’s hand.

Please pray with us as this rollercoaster starts up all over again.

Blessings,

Marc & Darcia

MRI Update

8/19/10 MRI Update

On Monday Josie had her MRI - all went well. They ended up sedating her which meant she needed an IV and a breathing tube. I was taken a little off-guard when they said she would need a breathing tube. They wanted to safeguard her airway while under sedation and also the fact that she would be far away in the tube if something did happen. We were fine with that scenario once it was explained, but also concerned because the last time she had the breathing tube removed, she had "strider", which is what makes her voice sound scratchy. She did just fine though and only had a little scratchiness right after it came out and then it cleared up.

The appointment with the Neurosurgeon went very well. The MRI showed that Josie's brain which was squished over to the left by the tumor was now back to the center. Very good sign! As for the tumor growth, the doctor did not believe it to be growing. The tumor did look different, but he said it is probably folding in on itself because he took the center out in the first surgery. He was very pleased with her progress and how well she is healing. YEAH! Josie has another MRI in one month. Not sure if this will be a monthly process, but the doctor would like to watch this tumor carefully and if possible, get her to 6 months old before the next surgery. We are very pleased with this report.

As for other updates, we are in the process of getting another specialist involved in Josie's care. No one was really "in-charge" of her feeding tube, so now we will be meeting with a GI doctor or specialist that will direct what happens with her feedings and reflux issues. To this point, these 2 things have been the items that have caused us the most concern, so we are glad to have someone stepping in to help Josie.

The rash has pretty much dried up and our conclusion is that she has normal baby "cradle cap" and due to the steroids in her system, they flared up into the rash instead of showing up as just dry scaly scalp. That is not an official prognosis, but it seems to fit with everything that we have been told.

It has been really nice the last couple of days - we are actually home without any appointments - maybe this is a a glimpse at the "new" normal.

Blessings to all...
Darcia & Marc

MRI scheduled

8/15/10 MRI

We have had a pretty "normal" week of doctor appointments and life at home. We had one unexpected trip to the Pediatric clinic on Thursday (which she had an appointment for Friday already and we went to that one too!). Josie broke out in a rash all over her little head the day after she got her new feeding tube. We watched it and let the doctor office know about it early in the week, but then the rash started getting worse and sores started popping up under the tape holding her feeding tube. The tape was right by her eyes, so her eyes also got infected. On Wednesday afternoon we called again and they wanted us to bring her right in Thursday morning. They tested for bacterial and viral infections and so far nothing has been confirmed about what the rash is on her head. After 2 baths, the spots have somewhat cleared up and dried, but her little head looks pretty yucky.

Tomorrow (Monday, August 16) we take Josie in for an MRI. This will be her 1 month image following her brain surgery. This will be a long appointment - approximately 1pm-5pm. Josie will be put under with general anesthesia because she has to hold absolutely still for the scan.

Keep us in prayer - we will meet with her neuro-surgeon on Tuesday to go over the results.

We have been so well supported by everyone - thank you for all the help, we have needed it and appreciate it more than you'll ever know.

Blessings,
Darcia & Marc

Back to work for Marc

7/26/10

Since it has been really quite quiet with Josie the last few days on Floor 7, I haven't posted much. We are very pleased and excited for all the good reports we are having about Josie. I was told at one point today that the doctors and nurses in their rounds are calling her a miracle baby. She sure is!!! We are truly blessed.

Today has turned out much more crazy than I anticipated. Marc was planning on going back to work today - he still did go, but he ended up going in later. Josie's CAT scan was moved to 9am (was at 5am), so when Marc got here to the hospital, he ended up waiting - hoping to talk with the neurosurgeon before he went to work. He left at 11:30 and of course the doctor came at noon. It was all good though and the CAT scan of Josie's head is looking good. YEAH!

From that meeting with the doctor, I ended up talking to so many other doctors, nurses, specialist and friends. Somewhere in there I was supposed to take a nap...it didn't happen. :) Everyone is coming to meet with us to prep us for going home.

Home...it's a wonderful, yet terrifying word. I am trying to turn my worries into trust in God as I hear these words. I truly believe we will be equipped by everyone here to handle the transition, but it will be quite the transition. For example, one of the discharge nurses is going to create a calendar for us with meds and dosage and other such information. Any help we can get...the better!

We were worried about Josie's neck having a kink in it because she likes to always look to her left side, but thankfully, PT (Physical Therapist) came today and let us know that she is only a little tweeked that way and promptly showed me techniques to get her to go the opposite way - and they work!!! Tried them already!

Lots of other information that I won't go into, but wanted to let you all know that Josie is doing well. We still covet your prayers as this next stage of life is going to be just as crazy, but in a different way.

We are thanking God for such a miraculous recovery that Josie is making. We couldn't have made it through without all of your prayers being lifted up on our behalf for our baby girl and our family.

Blessings,
Darcia

*By the way - big sisters are coming home tomorrow! Can't wait to see them - they've had a GREAT "vacation" with Uncle Josh and Aunt Tara and of course their cousins!

Daddy daughter bonding

7/22/10
Hello all. Well, we have reached the end of a long and eventful day. Darcia has
headed home for what will hopefully be a long, peaceful night of sleep, and
Josie and I are just hanging out here in the Butterworth PCCU. A little father
- daughter bonding time, if you will. She is currently sleeping in a crib, and
the only thing running into her is a feeding tube. Praise God! Yesterday the
breathing tube came out. Today, all sorts of stuff came out - the catheter, the
arterial line, the EEG electrodes, the constant pain killer drip. Tomorrow,
there's talk that her central line (IV under her collarbone) will be removed.
We've had a speech therapist here (to discuss her feeding abilities, not her
speech, that comes later), an occupational therapist to evaluate her arm and
hand movements, the neurologist, the neurosurgeon, and a host of other folks to
poke, prod, and assess her. So, it has been a very busy, but very good day.
Darcia and I got to hold Josie this evening, which made us both quite happy, since
it's been about a week since she's been held.
I guess that's pretty much the summary for the day. I feel like there should be
more, but that's enough, I suppose. We are excited for the progress over the
last couple of days, but are trying to remain cautious and keep in mind that we
have a long road ahead of us, with lots of appointments and tests, and another
major surgery (unless God chooses to resect the rest of this tumor in a
different way :) ) and the rehab that accompanies it. Thank you again for all
of your prayers, calls, cards, and all around support. Josie is in the hands of
our Creator, and we continue to pray for her continued healing and
rehabilitation.