April Update

April 11, 2012

It's Josie's monthly birthday today!  We celebrate, well at least say happy birthday every month to her on the 11th, because every month is a miraculous milestone in her journey.  She has come a long ways and is such a blessing in the midst of all the crazy things that have happened to her. 

We have several things that are worthy of an update and we are praising God for the change in direction that things are taking for Josie.  We finally feel like we are getting a bit of a break and can get our heads above water for more than just a quick breath. 

So here is what has been happening:

NO MORE HELMET!!!  Many of you have seen Josie or pictures of Josie with her pretty pink helmet.  The helmet was requested by her neurosurgeon to help shape her head.  The orthatist at Mary Free Bed was skeptical of the outcome right from the start, but at the last helmet check-up, Josie's head had changed shaped by 8-10mm.  At Josie's 6 month appointment with her neurosurgeon just a couple of weeks ago, he was fine with the change - although he didn't see that it did too much and said she did not have to wear the helmet any longer.  She is quite past the age of good shaping and there is no reason to keep her wearing it if it's not going to do much more for her.  At some point, if she starts to crawl or walk, she will need a different type of helmet for protection, but at this point, she is pretty stationary.  We are relieved, to say the least.  The thought of dealing with a helmet during the summer was oppressing - it already stunk just from wear during the winter months - can't imagine the smell after sweat and heat!  Now we get to see her beautiful hair all the time and she sure has a lot of it!   She has quite a bit of curl in her hair, we hope it is natural and not chemo curls (chemotherapy drugs can change hair and many times it is curly).  Either way, we love it and enjoy seeing it all the time.

The reflux problem seems to be coming to a halt.  We noticed it was not so bad about 5-6 weeks ago and on a spur of the moment thought, I (Darcia) decided to start running her formula through her stomach port instead of her intestine.  I was only going to do it for a few hours as a trial, but then she did so well with it that I left it all day and even in the night.  We were still putting meds into her intestine, but after a week of no reflux and the food running in her stomach, we now do everything through her stomach port.  This is a huge step and we are hoping to get to a place where we can do bolus feeds - which is where we give her an amount of food over a short span of time into her stomach.  Similar to how we eat breakfast, lunch and dinner, we would feed her only at certain times instead of running a pump around the clock.  We are also starting to try tastes of baby food in her mouth, at least when she lets us.  She is still very averse to anything in her mouth, but she is showing interest in what we eat and drink.  We need to decide now whether or not to start feeding therapy, we will be talking with her neurodevelopment doctor's office to help make that decision.  We are very hopeful that someday Josie will be able eat using her mouth.

Since our hospital stay for the strange infection in her port, in which her port was pulled, we have enjoyed having one less cord to deal with at home.  At the clinic they now have to poke her when they need to draw labs, but as of today, she only needs to go once a month for labs!  They have switched all of her IV meds to a medicine given at home or dropped some of them all together.  The clinic visit also only lasts about 2 hours instead of the whole day, much more manageable in all aspects. 

We are still doing 1 chemo drug at home through her feeding tube.  Today we start with a higher dose and will continue to up the dose each month until her maximum is reached.  We had been told originally that she would be done with this chemo drug in June or July, but now the plan has been changed to continue the drug for 6-9 more months. 

This coming Tuesday, April 17, Josie will have her next MRI.  These scans are now going to be done every 3 months until the doctors feel that the tumor is under control enough to go longer than that.  When we met with the neurosurgeon, he is always the realist, which is good in some ways and heart breaking in others, he said that even though the tumor appears to be shrinking, we have no idea how this tumor will act without the other chemo drugs.  It was just a bit of reality that we don't know Josie's true prognosis and have to keep that in mind even though she is starting to make such strides in her development. 

I asked him if he had seen any other tumors like this since Josie was born - he said he has seen 2 babies with brain tumors, but nothing like Josie's.  He is still amazed by her and how well she is doing, so much so, that he just shakes his head whenever he sees her - especially when chattering away to him in her own little language and flashing her sweet smile and princess wave.

His final words at the appointment - "we wait and see".  It's what we have to do with all of our kids...wait and see and most importantly, PRAY!  When I look at Josie some days, I feel like I "see" the prayers of so many people in everything she does, it usually brings me to my own knee's.  Thank you for praying and loving her and us so much...she is a living proof.